The pain inside my chest
It get’s worse as the nights grow darker.
The voices in my head
They keep telling me to run farther.
I cry myself to sleep
The shadows grow deep
And all I can do is lie here awake
Praying i’ll be okay.
You can never hurt me
You can never break me
You will never be able to hear me
You will never understand me.
The things I tell myself
The way I viciously tear myself apart
The things I do to take away my pain.
You’ll never know.
My insecurity bites my spine
While my heart aches in synchronized time
With the burning crackle of the fire that melts my soul.
The stone I carry on my own
Only ever reminds me I’m still alone.
It’s hard to feel warm in the dark
As it’s the same with the people who embark.
The more I try
The more i wish to die.
But in the end
I will still be lonely
As nothing you say can hurt me,
I only ever hurt myself.
You can never destroy me
The way I so willingly destroyed myself.